im a 5ft (still debatable), twenty-something geek who loves Jesus and likes taking pictures of the food i eat & the people i love. i make a living typing on a computer keyboard, selling polyresin gnomes and joke telling on the side.
Catching Elephant is a theme by Andy Taylor
My dad made a comment yesterday about how I have a bad track record with businesses since they have all failed. The whole reason the conversation started was because I was talking about a new business. So it was almost like “quit before you start because look at your past track record on businesses.”
TJ went on to say something…but I just didn’t want to hear it…so I went into my room. Probably not the best confident booster conversation in the world, but it is what it is. It’s the truth though..but it’s hard to take especially when you are tired. It left me feeling like a failure though. I just have to keep the hope that the reason those past ventures didn’t work out is because there is something better in store. I’ve been overly cautious with the new stuff I’ve been doing lately..and even with relaunching my own website. Maybe it’s time I jump back into this game with both feet. After the wedding maybe…when it has my full concentration again.
I just don’t want to be “that girl” that had too high of expectations for her life…and is too much of a dreamer. I’ve said it before. Sadly, I think that’s how most people view me already…but I hope my story changes as I continue to grow and keep moving forward. If not..I have to be okay with it and realize I am who I am…and people will always have their own opinions about me. *end rant*
Now I must get ready…I have 3 appointments today and landscape companies to get bids from!
